Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Safety

Another sky alone. Seems this has happened more often these past moons. Snake skin leading to trouble. Soft comparisons among us both. No rings to my ears or notes. Seems the ink stopped bleeding. I've learned to contain my thoughts into something more stable. My time into this has been more or less productive. It's safe to assume that I still love you... even under the influence.

Believe

I can't prevent this sun from shining. I no longer squint when you're around for obvious reason. I want to see your face. Something I never want to miss. Trust that it's love only. Yet I can see change in your eyes. Maybe I'm holding the picture too close to my face. Shower the flowers among your gracefulness. Indeed I do believe that you love me all the same. However, for some odd reason. I'm beginning to doubt....

Chapter 2: Distance in Numbers

I would follow you to the ends of the galaxy without breathing equipment. Something you should consider when you don't believe in what I'm feeling. Don't allow the tainted voices of the less fortunate confirm the lies. Believe in me and we both can only prosper. Don't push me away like this again. Let the love keep us from having any doubts about the future... Sadly with this small crack. Something bigger is ahead. I'm beginning to doubt...

Moments

It's been a short time compared to the history. I don't care. I'm appreciating the salvation you've managed to grace me with. Seeing more than a person as well as something beyond an angel. The aura that follows is among the clouds. I wish I could fly with you. Let your wings show me the love that melts snow. Nothing I can do will ever compare to how you make the sun shine for me. A completely new system. No point in looking on what you've already done. I now see the future. With doors wide open.

Away

Maybe I'm too connected. I don't want the feeling gone too long. Seems to river my eyes, but I can maintain for the time being. Watching the time slowly pass when the days go by. Finding the patience to draw about my emotions and distract myself. You find it in your heart to make me aware you're close always. My dreams don't help as my mind only consists of your name. Maybe if everything didn't remind me so much. With you gone for the moment. I don't see a reason to leave this bed.

Undress

Time to slip it back to the beginning. Like you haven't felt the heat before. Satisfying the breaking point under warm covers. Set our hearts on the nightstand and hold on for the moment. See the good behind the curtains and fall into the place while your eyes find your mind. The tips of my fingers follow the outline of perfection. No time for sleep when the moon is shy tonight. The fact that you're here makes me work harder at the pleasure. In more ways than one you're not going to want to leave.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Alive

Inspiring above all reasoning. Since that day without ashes a smile has not had the chance to fade. You tend to not spend too much time away. The gratitude is astronomical. The empty spaces between give me seizures under that knife. Forming what could become nothing less of a nightmare. It dies shortly after your return, however. Happily it does not last, but I constantly wonder what could become of such a person if that nightmare were to surface and show it's stoic face. I sense the hands of another... and the thought loses priority.

Touching You

Much honor this brings. To hold you here and having control. You can't expect me to let go when we've already become one. Sing to me in that ever so deafening tone. Careful not to hurt yourself as this becomes more of a task. Saving this to be more affiliated with you. Sample of my mind complete the process and we begin the night off correct. Just as primal as the last the compassion is beyond deepening the waters. Don't make any plans. You aren't leaving until the following dawn.

Substance

Another quiet outing with my lover and heaven never felt closer. The expressions that bring my dreams to light are among the many pertaining to you. It's that affect you have. I can't deny it anymore. Seems the burden was a bigger waste than I thought. It's much easier to lean forward and take the emotions as they come. If it was meant to pass then I will let it. This is something new to me and the wind has yet to carry me away. The flavor of my drinks are gone seeing as I only have one craving now. I dig my hand into this substance and find something beyond my eyesight.

Dreams

Severing the ties that bind us is far from a common thought. It brings me to dreams consisting of wet sheets and dry eyes. There has never been a day that longed to be without your mind next to mine. The still home that brought about my creation and the system of connection. The vibrating quakes that fall beneath my feet and shake me until I awake. Realizing it was only you. Showing me that the loneliness was just a dream. That your body was the reality I craved.

Calm

Before what actually happened under cloudy stars. I saw you run away. I gave chase hoping to understand the meaning behind the cat and mouse. In dark times you stopped suddenly and turned to my attention. Rain pouring from your face. Without any sign of hesitation I rushed to your breast in more ways than one to embrace the lonely one. No words... just warmth. Careful not to look for a reason to break the silence with unsettling music. Hours go by and the clouds disappear. The emotion shared in that moment opened a window in my home. With you being the first person to knock.

Autumn

Long walks under dying weather brings in the cold. I think nothing of it versus many phases that consist only of our love. We see the dawn as another chase. No need for a future when the present stays with us forever. The foundation being set is something of gods and kings. I lay under you as I read the heavens above. Wondering with what grace did they decide to send me an angel in place of the hole in my heart. Not much need for my sense of touch. Nothing else can feel my soul the way you do. Very oblivious to it's crimes I see. Settle down to find you in me. As the seasons change. My feelings will not.

Soft

I watch the hourglass in hopes of a skip in it's heartbeat. My time comes to a close when I smell the strawberries of red, lush love. It's the moment you are near and I know of nothing more euphoric than that freedom. Crossing the figures of tyranny to propose more of a fixation onto your skin. A feeling of comfort with a handful of marijuana. Seeing the undeniable sleep that seems to cloud my mind. Nothing should make sense when we're together. Your skin is so soft my love...

Chapter 1: Something Less

Fathom the burning sheets with much time spent. Since the days are short when you're around. Just see me again to find what lies beneath. Something deeper inside the soul. Something your eyes show more than your physical. In every way that your hands erect me I foresee nothing, but happiness. Maybe in my dreams it would require a moment of pain. However, I see now that I could never ask for something less.